new beginnings
reality is not my dream,
felt you come inside my mouth,
but what i saw was very dry,
cannot feel what i want to feel,
for now you go and i stay with you.
create another chance,
and feel it all again,
want to sleep now to enter my dream,
leave now and never return,
nothing will make me forget this nothing.
today another chance,
go deeper and let the addiction take me,
what i feel i put inside his mouth,
run away to see the same place,
touch for a bit of the same pain.
somehow pass out to wake up,
now all is deep as darkness comes again,
there is no end to day and night,
again, again, again,
tomorrow i'll do it the same way.
enter and see where love is lost,
hurt when he does not touch me,
hurt when he comes all over me,
how can i go inside my dream,
need to feel this big and strong.
emptiness drags me out,
sorrow brings tears that fill with blood,
nothing replaced by nothing,
going and finding a place of hope,
and there i see an innocent smile.
and there i hold this perfect creation,
this dream that makes me live another day,
forget where i go,
forget where i was,
open my eyes now and feel a little hope.
and even if it's only a moment in time,
there is no such thing,
reality is this moment and everything,
so much more than i can dream or feel,
learn to leave it to let it come.
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