Friday, 29. August 2008, 11.00 pm

when an angel comes just to say that he's leaving

it was a new day,
everything appeared to be the same,
and yet a feeling changed,
somewhere inside of me,
a new chapter,
with a new name,
i didn't understand.

it was six days ago,
the sun went down,
and the same night came,
the same place,
everything as always,
with a new name,
i saw a new pair of eyes.

so familiar i stayed and looked,
it was all new,
everything i had lost,
all i ever felt,
all the hope i had lost,
there it all was,
right there.

after searching so long,
now i was scared,
too many bad memories,
all came flooding back,
but my eyes stayed fixed,
nothing to do,
but to kiss.

i know it,
i wait,
i hear and i smile,
i hope,
we meet,
and with one sentence,
it feels like everything is taken away.

that was today,
and now i sit here,
with nothing to hold but hope,
hope for a new day,
the sun comes up,
and i will eat and i will pray,
i know now: it's still inside me.

the river still flows,
and the love inside is still there,
i'm so happy to learn this,
but as he turns away,
where does the river flow,
i will make new love,
and feed the stream,
we all get thirsty sometime.