in another time

once i had a love
it was true love
all i have now is
the death of the blue

when i kissed you
i said that i loved you
when i fucked you
you said that you loved me

once i had a love
not just a so so love
no it was true love
all i have now
it's nothing
the death of the blue

as you like

hymn to youth and sidereality

i take your gift

your eyes, your touch

i look away you hold my back

uncertainty

inexperience

concern

freedom touches my thought

and rips the threads that hold me

inside the bliss of an unclear mind

i feel a spark creating juice

a longing to see what i haven't seen

and a longing for the comforting embrace

of the love i know

and as you cover me

i think of those with no history

of innocence and it's renewal

and as i go and turn

all paths that are lost to me

and pave the way for another

who will discover the truth

i turn again and see the more and the less

and where i am is always

as my mouth touches you

as i look at you

as i am on my knees

as i penetrate you

as i taste you

and as you take care of me

after a life in a day