Monday, 31. March 2008, 4.00 am

sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex,
sun coming up,
in a dream, sweat,
day,
die today or live another year,
wash,
the biggest cock, the deepest throat,
the biggest thighs, the smallest butt,
the whitest skin, the darkest eyes.

i feel safe wrapped between your legs.

touch, kiss, spit and suck,
sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex,
sun coming up,
another day and so on

Tuesday, 25. March 2008, 5.00 am

i feel completely destroyed by a single emotion.

"A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain."

it's almost like i waited to feel this and now it's done and there's nothing left,
nothing at all.

Saturday, 15. March 2008, 8.00 pm

is it time? who knows...